Dear Diary,
Tomorrow is my final exam.
I gave up in Maths. Resigned to the fact that it is impossible to answer most questions. But. I hope to get good result in Biology and Chemistry though the papers are in Korean. Right now I am doing my maths homework (you see doing homeworks instead of revision!) but I felt bored so I am writing this. My Korean exam papers - hope to pass, no high expectation because I am doing the homeworks more than I should be studying.
Right now I am so stressed up. puff
I surrendered myself in the maths exam. I did better in STPM than now. Thanks to not studying or touching any maths book for over 2 years. lol.
Why results are so important to me lately? Maybe because I felt bad that being a government scholar but obtain bad results? Maybe because I am ambitious? Maybe because my Korean classmates think that I am at par with them so I need to prove my worth? or maybe because I do not want to keep falling to the extend of not knowing how to pick myself up again.
I hate failure. But studies are not everything to me. I just hope for the best and work hard to achieve what I want in life.
Ahhh. I miss home too. Wanna go back yet it is still far from close. 1 year 3 months plus abroad.
Kyle
Tomorrow is my final exam.
I gave up in Maths. Resigned to the fact that it is impossible to answer most questions. But. I hope to get good result in Biology and Chemistry though the papers are in Korean. Right now I am doing my maths homework (you see doing homeworks instead of revision!) but I felt bored so I am writing this. My Korean exam papers - hope to pass, no high expectation because I am doing the homeworks more than I should be studying.
Right now I am so stressed up. puff
I surrendered myself in the maths exam. I did better in STPM than now. Thanks to not studying or touching any maths book for over 2 years. lol.
Why results are so important to me lately? Maybe because I felt bad that being a government scholar but obtain bad results? Maybe because I am ambitious? Maybe because my Korean classmates think that I am at par with them so I need to prove my worth? or maybe because I do not want to keep falling to the extend of not knowing how to pick myself up again.
I hate failure. But studies are not everything to me. I just hope for the best and work hard to achieve what I want in life.
Ahhh. I miss home too. Wanna go back yet it is still far from close. 1 year 3 months plus abroad.
Kyle
2 comments:
ahh. i feel the same too. maybe because im a gov. student n keep failing :(
i really hate failure but without it i'll never learn to be motivated again.
dont be demotivated by it.
jia you!
<3
hey.. all the best ya.. dun ever give up.. you can do it =)
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